Goodbye to You - Michelle Branch

Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.

I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you, but I'm not giving in this time.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold onto,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.

and when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.

again, i've decided to let go
Everytime i try to grasp onto something
It just slips away from me
Just by saying im sad, is not enough
Just by saying im hurt, is an understatement
I dont know what you'd want
I dont even know what i want
I dont know what this emotion is about
Ive been left fallen in the past, again and again
I thought i can finally try, once again
propped my heartstrings up with these supports
yet again and again, they're flicked off, one by one
now im back on the ground
staring up into nothingness
wondering where i've gone wrong..

Im tired of this emotion, yet i dont detest it..

thousands of songs remind me of its beauty
yet it took only a hundred to contradict it
because I know they dont make sense
at least to me they dont

Someone throw in the towel

I give up