Hi blog

Understanding Relationship presentation is finally over, so is CEM, e portfolio, graded ATRM test. A huge bulk of stuff is really lifted i guess. But im still left with the LAM and ATRM projects.

Recently, I've really seen myself from a 3rd person's point of view, probably due to the aftermath of those stressed up unliked unappreciated stuff i went through. And i only have one word for myself "disgusted"
Im really disgusted with myself. I wonder why i even changed so much. I lost alot of my moral fibre, i became self conscious, selfish and thinking everything is not fair, and childish. Yes childish. I can never sit still, i always do wrong things, i always poke people.

Probably need something to affect me hard enough to change all these. I should probably imitate characters in dramas or something. That might work...

A friend i've never seen in a long time walked past today, looked shocked and commented "You look weird" (I think it's the hair) Im really waiting for the chance to change my hair, probably to something more managable so i dont need to keep touching it. Havent thought of any though.